Panic Disorder was created late at night, when I am up suffering from panic attacks and aniexty. The tracks I have created come from a place of uncertianity, impendening doom and fear. I lived these songs as I wrote them, they were a distraction yet at the same time a outlet for the things I cannot explain. I understand computers better than I understand people, always have. So sitting down and "making" music with a keyboard and a mouse was a great medium for me.
My songs have already generated some buzz, but I do not feel like they are finished. One of my best friends who is a accomplised guitarist is learning my songs to play along side me, I love it, it gives the music more depth and showmanship, which is what I am trying to get across. I do not want to be rich or famous, I want to have fun and use this medium for therapy for my constant battle with my panic disorder and aniexty. I am fine combing some songs to create what will be my opus and what I will preform. It will also be available as a Mp3 download and on CD. I am in the works of getting a limited run of vinyls done up, but they will be on a first come first serve basis.
So whilst I have set up everything, gigs, record, music, equipment, I still do not have a voice. Just the sound of my brain waiting for me to put into words what I can only currently put into noise. Hopefully a muse strikes me soon.
